February 2012
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Pet peeve #336345234
YOU MOTHER FUCKERS SUCK BALLS AND YOU HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO TELL ME TO DELETE MY FUCKING CLIENT? WE PUSHED OUR LANE TO THE LAST TOWER EARLY FUCKING GAME, TWENTY FUCKING MINUTES IN, AND WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU MOTHER FUCKERS DOING? FEEDING JARVAN LIKE YOU ARE AN ALL YOU CAN EAT MOTHER FUCKING BUFFET. THAT MOTHER FUCKER CAN DO FUCKING 808 CRIT BECAUSE OF YOU DIPSHITS.
MY SCORE AND YOUR SCORE IS...
February 18, 2012
My fridge is nearly almost always empty. So are the cupboards. Well not empty per say, but there are times where I just can’t include chips and an expired jar of Nutella as food. So more often than enough, I find myself eating the oddest things at the oddest times. Like right now. Oreo’s for breakfast and maybe I’ll grab that left over Valentines cheesecake afterwards. Sure,...
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I do not understand why people have such a hard time speaking up for themselves - especially in situations where their own well-being is at stake. Compliance to a suggestion that has no real severe consequences, is being respectful. It’s co-operation. If you can not co-operate, then compromise. If you can not compromise, then the transaction - whether it be business or friendship - is not...
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21.
I remember around the time of my tenth birthday, I nearly had a full blown anxiety attack over the fear of turning twenty in ten years. Fast forward several years to now, and I am turning twenty-one in the next month. Most people my age would be ecstatic over the fact that they are now legally able to do whatever the hell the want where ever they want. Forever twenty-one, right? Ha. I, on the...
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January 2012
17 posts
January 25, 2012
Last weekend my boyfriend finally got his license back. It has been a whole year since he last drove, and I was really excited for him. It was weird though, sitting in his car. I was so use to public transit. Anyway, last Saturday we had reservations at Five Sails and I was so excited for that, you can’t even imagine. I don’t remember the last time we had a fancy dinner date like that,...
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“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and...”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)
blogsbytom asked: You and I have a lot to relate to, from the things you write about your past or your observations to the way you make similar inferences that are just enticing for someone like me. I just wanted to let you know I appreciate all the content and substance you've written thus far out on this Tumblr, 'cause it really hits home for me. No, seriously - The more you write the more I think damn,...
When I was younger, I spent a lot of time alone.
People were ever rarely home, and if they were, they didn’t want much to do with me. I spent the majority of my time by myself. Sometimes, it didn’t matter so much. Other times though, when I really needed someone there, I was brutally reminded that no one had the time for me, or that there were other more important things out there to attend to. To some degree, I always felt abandoned...
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Pet peeve #34953034
Why would you tell someone half of the truth and not the whole truth? Its like really? Does it make you any better of a person? No.
What is the point of throwing half of something into the spotlight? Feed that half to the dogs, but not the rest? Because it’s better if only half gets destroyed in the process? Regardless of how you see it, you are still sacrificing one for another. By telling...
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Same thing every time, all the time.
These are my words; hear it, understand it, or turn away from it - whatever you make of it, is no longer my concern. Not anymore. I have already spoken more than enough, and another explanation under the same matter is unnecessary.
January 09, 2012
I feel like the overbearing weight of stress has finally shrunken down into a manageable size. Between worrying about my marks and studying for finals, I did not have a lot of time to work,- which made it a struggle to make ends meet and pay my bills on time. A lot of that stress actually came from my employer, who wasn’t able to pay me on time, reducing me to live from pay cheque to pay...
2011.
2011 was a roller-coaster of all sorts - not much different from any other. However, it did teach me to not expect the inevitable nor attempt to change fate. By doing so, I found comfort in the chaos of everyday life. By doing so, I found myself.
I have no real resolutions, or goals, and no great desire to change this year; I will let this year unwind itself. But that is not to say that I will...
December 2011
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Sleep doesn't come naturally anymore.
When the lights dim, and everything falls silent, a flicker of fear ignites itself. It glows faintly at first, but grows, and grows, and grows. Thus, you are forced to sift through every detail of the day just to find a single glimmer of hope, a breath of fresh air, or a peace of mind - just to keep you sane.
Sometimes you never find it.
You lie awake and watch the sky change colours until pure...
Honest opinons
It is natural for people to agree that being blunt and straight forward with your words is the best. That way, you avoid all those unnecessary assumptions. By being outspoken, you are supposed to be able to get from point a to point b without any distractions. However, as cliche as it sounds, most people can not handle a candid opinion. They cannot handle honesty. They demand you to give them the...
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Frustrated.
Regardless, I know I tried; probably not my best or my hardest - but I still tried. Maybe it is because I never receive the same treatment in return thus explains my lack of motivation, maybe it’s because I see no change despite my efforts - thus depleting the fucks that I give. Or maybe, because I just really don’t know what to do anymore. Who knows, huh? Regardless, that same...
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Expect the unexpected.
Sometimes the smallest of things always seems to make the biggest impact - and you never seem to see it coming. At the end, you are always left to wonder, “why me?”
I really wish we could. Expect the unexpected, I mean. Science and technology has come as far as being able to predict huge events like natural disasters, but it is the small, little, disasters that I wish I can prepare...
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cy4n replied to your post: December 07, 2011
what anime do you watch
Probably nothing interesting to you ‘cause I watch really girly ones…. like Lucky Star LOL. I just finished Toradora. I’m watching Ika Musume now. I use to watch Bleach but then I stopped cause there were too many fillers.
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December 07, 2011
I just wrote the shittiest paper I have ever written in my life in five hours. Now, all that is left is my Forensic labs and then I am free for two weeks until finals. One more day of crunch week left.
After this I am going to drown myself in so much anime that I am going to puke out kawaii shit and then and I am going to shut out the world for a good several hours to LoL and rage at n00bs.
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cy4n replied to your post: alksdfjlasdf
dat rage, like!
I want your dog… LOL